So, let's see...2 weeks to JACON and wow, i got shit done! This is great! I am the living example of procrastinaiton! Well, I can't say that I've been putting it off it's just that I've had so much stuff to do...I'm actually getting hours so I've been getting more money and god knows I need the money, lol! There's still more tension growing at work so I'm just trying to take a deep breath and prepare myself before I clock in. I hate having to do that but I'm at the point where I just don't know what's going to happen next and I don't want another day like I had last week. Just a few more months Miriam, just a few more months, lol.

Then there's stuff going on at home. My dad is going to school on the weekends for like these trucking classes. I feel so bad for him becuase alot of it has to be done on the computer and to him computers are like how I am with math, lol. I've been helping him in whatever I can help with; one time I sat with him for an hour or so going through one of the workbooks with him trying to help him with one of his take home tests. I hate to admit it but it was a little funny and cool to be able to help my dad with his homework, lol. And when he talks about how difficult it is and how he wants to quit I try to encourage him so he doesnt do that, lol. I mean, he put so much money into the program already and classes end in may. You can't just quit! If nothing else, I tell him how disappointed he would've been if I had just dropped out of valencia if I thought it was too tough and I he can't do that because I couldnt, lol!

My aunt isnt doing too well. Her pharmacy is being a prick and doesnt want to give her the meds that she needs which I find ridiculous because they can visible see that she's in ALOT of pain. My mom got some news that has us all on our toes. I swear if the doctor doesnt call her and give her an appoinment already, I'm going to.

Speaking of which, I got alot of prepping to do!! I't's official, I am indeed moving to MN. I havent gotten anything from SVA but you know what at this point I just don't care anymore. I know my biggest thing was that I wanted to at least have a choice. But I have to see that waiting for this acceptance/rejection letter is putting much more strain on this process than it needs to be. SVA is giving me the run around, I had to call them again to see why I haven't gotten my letter yet and they left me a message while I was at work saying that I would get the letter in about 2 to 3 weeks. That call was on the 5 of april. You know, it's not even worth the trouble anymore. MCAD has been doing so much for me and I've been so obsessed about this letter that I didn't think much about it. MCAD they're nice people. I actually got to speak to the person that I've been emailing back and forth and it was so cool that she actually knew who I was! From emails!! I got my housing application and FA packets already. I like my financial aid. There's still like a good five grand that I still have to account for but being that I've made so little this past year I'm just so happy I'm eligible for that much. Dee Jay hates me now because he wasnt eligilbe for as much. So there's alot of work we have to do to get more scholarships and grants (the more free money the better, LOL) I was talking to my father about the dorm arrangements and I kept thinking to myself 'wow, this is actually going to happen...if all goes well and I can pay for everything, then come summer...I'm go" it's a weird feeling! Very scary though. I'd be so far away from my friends and family. Going someplace that I've never even imagined going to scares me but it's thrilling at the same time. I am SO hoping that the Twin Cities are cool, LOL.

I've actually been dabbling in working an actual comic. I've only got a few pages done and they're like the really rough thumbnails, but I like the fact that I'm actually going to do it. I cant to it for a deadline anymore because the more I think about it the more stuff I get that keeps me from actually getting to it. So i'm just not going to write anymore New Years resolutions because I can never get any of it done. I'll have possible goals, this way if I can't complete them it won't be so bad, lol.